Nothing seems right,
when i say nothing,
its really nothing.

everything seems to go against me.
im just so tired both physically and mentally.

Sometime i wonder why my blog is so negative,
and i realize i only blog when im upset most of the time.

Its been so hard on me recently,
had family problem,
had a bastard boss that gave me trouble even after i quit,
had business problem,
relationship wasn't good the pass few months,
friendship? unknown.

tears and songs/pure music are my buddies for all these days.
I always like to bottle up my feelings,
keep quiet at times about my problems,
its just me.

Thus, i always got misunderstood,
yet i still choose to stay in silence.

Nobody truly understands me,
not even my family.
and i felt distance from them.

Hope stuff are better in the coming days.

Labels: Lost, warm

斗鱼原声带
演唱 / 词 / 曲 :陈达伟 David Tan

All these precious moments
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
That 's holding me all night

I don 't know how I found you
I 'm thankful that I have
Now that I have a love so true

To hold ,
To keep ,
To share

In my heart ,
I can no longer hold inside

All of the love I used to hide

I 'll always be
With you until the very end

In this world ,
There is no place I 'd rather be

You are my life ,
My soul ,
My girl

And through it all

I know
That you 've come to see
That You 're the one
Till the end

All my friends around me

Say you 'd be gone too soon

Baby ,
I 'm gonna make them see

We 've found our way
Back home


In my heart ,
I can no longer
hold inside

All of the love
I used to hide

I 'll always be
With you until the very end

In this world ,
There is no place
I 'd rather be

You are my life ,
My soul ,
My girl

And through
It all

I know that
You 've come to see that

You 're the one
Till the end

We 'll always be
Till the end

Labels: Lost, warm