林俊杰 - 我还想她 歌词

泪水将我淹没
到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉这段感情
我才终于明白
奔不到的承诺 就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
我才终于明白
奔不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我不爱
我不痛
我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷
请告诉她
我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她
我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

别告诉她
我还想她
就让沉默代替所有回答

Labels: Cold, heartbroken

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A C C E P T

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Labels: Cool, Numb

boy, been a few days since you left. It seems so long.. well, you wanted me to blog something cheerful but there is nothing happy that i can think of to type down.

Im suppose to be on course but it was canceled suddenly...
which is almost impossible.
was disappointed.
and you have gone to somewhere far.
somewhere which sounds dangerous to me.

Guess im not that lucky after all.

well i know, it sounded SAD again ....

i'll think i'll think..
think i want to change my blog address.
think i don't want to work
think i will hate working life
think i want to sleep
think i want to fly over
think i got something out of the 1 day course
think i somehow see my true-self
think i felt a little more relax
think i cannot think properly
think i am going insane (due to sleepiness ^^)
think you will be have a lot of question marks in your mind
think you will be wondering what is this crazy girl thinking
think you want to destroy your computer now
think you are cursing about your internet speed
think you are having a good time there but you say otherwise
think you will miss dusty a lot
think you will think of tabby and gang
Hope you will come back soon......

*Dozing* nitez...

Random: o yah~ dont know what is wrong with me, i bathe 3 times today.

Labels: Cool, Sleepy

Nothing seems right,
when i say nothing,
its really nothing.

everything seems to go against me.
im just so tired both physically and mentally.

Sometime i wonder why my blog is so negative,
and i realize i only blog when im upset most of the time.

Its been so hard on me recently,
had family problem,
had a bastard boss that gave me trouble even after i quit,
had business problem,
relationship wasn't good the pass few months,
friendship? unknown.

tears and songs/pure music are my buddies for all these days.
I always like to bottle up my feelings,
keep quiet at times about my problems,
its just me.

Thus, i always got misunderstood,
yet i still choose to stay in silence.

Nobody truly understands me,
not even my family.
and i felt distance from them.

Hope stuff are better in the coming days.

Labels: Lost, warm