Nothing seems right,
when i say nothing,
its really nothing.

everything seems to go against me.
im just so tired both physically and mentally.

Sometime i wonder why my blog is so negative,
and i realize i only blog when im upset most of the time.

Its been so hard on me recently,
had family problem,
had a bastard boss that gave me trouble even after i quit,
had business problem,
relationship wasn't good the pass few months,
friendship? unknown.

tears and songs/pure music are my buddies for all these days.
I always like to bottle up my feelings,
keep quiet at times about my problems,
its just me.

Thus, i always got misunderstood,
yet i still choose to stay in silence.

Nobody truly understands me,
not even my family.
and i felt distance from them.

Hope stuff are better in the coming days.

Labels: Lost, warm